How Far Does God Have To Go?

The past while I have wondered how far does God have to go to get our true attention? I have always considered myself a christian. I truely do love God with all my heart...so I beleived that until today. Today was a day where I really felt God said to me how far away are you going to get from me and still 'think' you are close. I really felt that God talked to me deeply today. Today was a day I felt kinda mad at God and yet deep inside I knew there was no reason to be mad at Him as it is my own chosing as what and how I live my life.

This post isnt going to be a long post but what I want to remember is that no matter where I go I am thankful that God is breaking into this hard heart of mine. I thought it was pretty soft but the more day by day I go I am feeling like it needs to be broken even more for Him. I am thankful today that he is holding me close letting me know no matter what HE WILL ALWAYS be there for me. If the whole world turns from me...if no one will accept me or want me I know that I can go to bed each night knowing the true God who loves and accepts me for who I am who made the world WANTS to hold me close and today that means more than anything to me. That no matter what HE ALWAYS WANTS to hold me close.

How far are you going to get away from God? How much pain do you have to endure before you realise that you need to give up your own ways your own desires and follow Him the true God who loves you? I thought I was a good Christian girl..today I just realized I am a new baby in this walk but today I realised God is showing me that He cherishes me....and I need to embrace that full force from here on in and Find Him when I need that hug. Praise the Lord for holding our hand as we Journey through life..because believe me this life isnt easy.

Stop sitting on the fence looking pretty like you got it all in the bag...get off the fence and run to God he wants to show you how he cherishes you as well.

Thank you Lord for holding my Hand as I journey along.....Please heal me today...Please heal these hurts.... I long for you Lord....Please take the pain away and hold me close....

i feel like a chapter in my life closed today and a new one is beginning. Please pray for me as I journey if you think of it. If you need me to pray for you I would be honoured leave me a comment or send me a message. We are all on a journey, let go and let GOD.